REkindle

you REpeat this so many times. i understand. i am in a better place. were still young. anything can happen in the very near future. your very unique and very hard to get by and get over. so much has happen to me in the months that we are not together. im used to it now and it wouldnt hurt to see you come back. i would try but i dont think you would because your heart is reserved for a different candle that you have lit up. as long as your happy then its all good. reminiscing isnt so bad. i still think about us. the good times we had. once in a while i look back at pictures and i honestly miss that so much. there has been some rough times but thats how mistakes can be found and learned from. you were my true first love. i loved you like no other person did. you had me at the tip of your finger and lost the best you ever had. 

i admit it does get lonely at times and i just wished i had the chance to go back and call you. talk to you for hours and hours. we used to talk about anything! laying there timing for a new record. haha those times were the best. butterflies every morning before i get to see you at school. man oh man that is just something i havent had in a long time and wished i had that feeling now. 

This can go on forever but it will stop right here. Goodmorning world.  

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